What can I say that am I for halloween?
Dressed in all black today. Black shoes. Black socks. Black jeans. Black v-neck.
The faded memories.
They are created by regrets and mistaken thoughts that linger in the mind. They are the memories that we wish could happen again and the memories that we wish to play over but they are tainted by the present remembrance of one another. Those memories are destroyed by the current thoughts of each other. The bad present day relationship. These memories tend to slowly fade away even though the person...
My back is aching!
I need a good massage right now.
If you miss someone, tell them because silence can...
It’s easier said than done majority of the time because self pride comes in the way of the the truth. It silences the heart and the mind.
If you like someone let them know. Don't be shy,...
Rolling in the Deep (Cover) : Hobbie Stuart
Tattoo is coming soon.
Going in on Tuesday to talk to the artist about the pricing and all the details. Going to be scheduling the actual appointment that day. Hopefully aiming for Friday around 2:00-4:00. Super excited for it. Maybe I’ll just get it on Tuesday. We shall see.
It's hard figuring someone out.
You just never know what they really want. You never know what they really mean. They may say one thing but may mean something completely different than what you may have thought. You just have to take what they say and take it in the best possible way.
A kiss would be so good right now.
I want to be somebody's boyfriend.
Halloween is a big thing in college.
Its a whole weekend event.
Didn't sleep that much last night.
Time for a nap before the gym at 3. Then I’m going to get some homework reading in before the start of Halloween weekend official begins.
Some people are very good looking.
Some people just aren’t.
I sometimes regret not being your boyfriend.
I think about what we had and I wonder to myself, why did I not think about going to the next level in our relationship. We stuck through a whole year and yet I did nothing. What if the past was different? Where would we be today? The thing about regretting is that we wish to go back to the past and change something about it. We can’t do that. We can’t press a button and go in a time...
I want to meet new people.
Start new friendships and create new memories.
I am too fucken nice sometimes.
Fuck this already.
When you leave me in charge of the front desk at work by myself.
I can't stand you.
I can see why people don’t like you. You are so passive aggressive and you think you know everything. Reality check, bitch you ain’t! Far from it. Get over it the fact that nobody likes you and fucken do something with yourself.
Naked nap time before work.
Damn, my lips look good today.
They also feel great. All soft and smooth.
Is it bad that I still think about you?
That I still wonder how you are doing. Is it bad that you are on my mind daily? That I want to fill those empty gaps with the thoughts of you. I still wish you were here for me because ever since the last time we talked, things have been different and I don’t like it.
Just put my iPhone onto airplane mode.
Me and my best friends from home have been in a group iMessage chat all day and they are still going at it. My phone keeps buzzing like crazy. It’s too much of a distraction for me right now when I’m trying to finisht this paper and astronomy homework.
BOP trying to start a fight last night and now suicide tonight.
Suicide should never be an option. If people want to commit suicide that’s their choice but they should not be posting videos of themselves taking pills and cutting themselves. That’s unnecessary on so many levels. It’s unfair to their family and loved ones.
and I miss you too, I guess..
Suicide should never be the answer.
I want to be the last thing someone thinks about...
Just contacted the tattoo place I'm planning to...
I’m requesting artist Jake Diamond for a time next weekend.
When a text message makes me smile.
Don't be so damn hard on yourself.
isuperstarr: Yeah, you screwed up. You’re not perfect, fine. Learn from it. But don’t punish yourself. Be kind to you, even when you screw up. You’ll bounce back eventually. You’ll make up for it. Note to self.
I want someone to lay underneath me.
I want to lie on top of someone while they lay there in bed. I want to kiss their forehead and have them play with my hair. I want to lay there having a cute conversation while we laugh and giggle about everything. I want to play with their hands and kiss the back of it here and there. I want to lay my head down and cuddle while falling asleep to each others heartbeat.
Studying with friends never works.
It just distracts me from everything.
Fuck being single.
Halloween costume ideas involving little clothes...
I want things back to normal.
Back to talking terms where there are no conflicts. I want everything to be put in the past because things like that are too stupid to have our friendship destroyed over. I want to be able to have a conversation without fighting or arguing. I just want things between you and me to be right again.
I'm glad I was born in the early 90's.
The generation after have become extremely disrespectful to one another.