I usually don’t reblog but I’ve been finding the need to. The things I have been reblogging are thing that I like and how I feel. It’s a different way for me to express myself rather than writing. I have been so out of words to write. I don’t know why that is but writing on here is different and I have a difficult time finding the right things to write about.
With their choice, they can end it at anytime. I received a message from somebody that I have talked to a few times on here and they said that they were going to try and commit suicide again. They attempted it before and luckily failed but they said they know what to do right this time. They wrote to me how they enjoyed our small conversations we have had over time about the little things in life and how it had made them happy. I don’t know if my response back to them was fast enough or of any motivation to them but I just hope that this individual did not complete their task they had in their mind.
I can’t imagine tumblr without @Tdang && @ErikBang. In a way, these two guys have indirectly effected me in a way that has changed me forever. @Tdang ‘s persistence in his education and craft has definitely rubbed off on me and has pushed myself to go forth in my own endeavors. While @ErikBang ‘s study habits, and chill attitude towards life has given me a unique perspective on life, and what it means. Together, these two guys have helped me find myself., and that’s saying a lot coming from someone who use to be so lost and misguided.
In a way, I’m forever grateful.
I don’t know why. I have no real train of thoughts or emotions going on lately.
Having a blog dedicated to beaches and tattoos makes me miss home so badly. Can’t wait to be back in Hawaii in July. It also makes me want another tattoo very badly. Planning my new idea out for it. I want it either on my left hip, left ribs, or on the back of my upper calves and my idea of the actually tattoo is going to involve the idea of “family”.
Officially a University Ambassador for University of San Francisco. Only 20 spots for this position and I am one of them. Currently getting our house set up. Moving stuff in. This empty house is slowly becoming our home. Summer is looking good. Can’t wait to be spending the first half of summer in San Francisco.
A lot to say but I can’t find ways to say it sometimes. Emotions, memories and thoughts of the past, present and future all bundled up in my head wanting to explode. Everything from happiness to sadness to confusion all hidden within myself. I may look something from the outside but deep down inside of me I have all these secluded feelings.
